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Something is Missing

From the journal . . . .  May 2013 Lord – I miss you.  Something inside feels missing.  Not sure what.  Maybe it’s because I…

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Be Holy as I Am Holy

I think all of us who have been married would agree that we don’t always treat our spouse as we would like to be treated….

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Sleeping in Church

This was a hard season for our marriage.  Alcoholism was a large part of the problem, but I had my role in the dysfunction as…

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Can I Eat Candy Bars in Heaven?

My husband was the sole provider for our family of seven for the first twenty-five years of our marriage. He was a self-employed roofer, sheet…

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When Hope is Compromised

For all our married life Mark has struggled against alcoholism.   By the grace of God, he has been winning the battle consistently for over six…

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This is Amazing Grace

In a crowd of people, the father looks for his child.  When they aren’t together, his mind goes to that child throughout the day. Lord,…

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Anchored on God

My husband Mark worked in North Dakota for a couple of years beginning in 2012.  He and his friend were insulating frack tanks in the…

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Priority Adjustment

When I journal, it is very raw at times.  I vent and complain and strive to be honest. The Lord is kind and compassionate to…

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In Your Breast Pocket

I have many snap-shot type memories of my mom, who was also my spiritual mentor.  She’s been gone for over 7 years and this memory…

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You Doubt When You Should Hope

This is like a disclaimer.  My journal is a place where I can be totally me.  Jesus died for me, knowing everything and loves me…

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